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[12 Jun 2008|03:32pm]
Yea so longtime not write, I have a life, or did... anyways, I sold out and got a myspace, its under my name, add me
throw me away
throw me away

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"American Nightmare" [28 Apr 2007|10:37pm]
Hot cherry on Friday night
When the sun goes down my spine
I put an axe in my baby's head
I'm gonna end up doing time

She looks so good in red
American nightmare running scared

She shoulda been hard to get
She shoulda been hard to kill
She shoulda been hard to kill, hey

I had to split your head
American nightmare running scared

I'm heading down the highway
Sign has three inverted nines
If the lord don't get me the devil will
But not without a fight

This highway never fucking ends
American nightmare running scared
American nightmare running scared

I'm heading down the highway
Sign has three inverted nines
If the lord don't get me the devil will
But not without a fight

This highway never fucking ends
American nightmare running scared
Hey, American nightmare running scared
throw me away
throw me away

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"You Can't Quit Me Baby" [14 Apr 2007|10:18am]
It's a mistake, but who knows
Followed you home, crawled in your window
This life is a trip when you're psycho in love
And I know

Followed your friends, you were not there
Slashed and I cut, I bled in the sink
Heard what you said and you're laughing baby
Slashed and I cut, and I do it for you
I want you to notice when I'm not around
Wherever you are

You're solid gold
I'll see you in hell
throw me away
throw me away

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"I Never Came" [21 Mar 2007|03:58pm]
When you say it's dead & gone
I know you're wrong

Cut & slash, sharpest knife
It won't die

Poison cup, drank it up
It won't die

No fire, no gun, no rope, no stone
It won't die

Why you gotta shove it in my face
As if you put me in my place
Cause I DON'T CARE
If you or me is wrong or right
Ain't gonna spend another night,
In your bed...

Laws of man, are just pretend
They ain't mine

Love so good, love so bad
It won't die

Some talk too long, they know it all
I just smile & move on

Words ain't free, like you & me
I d'ont mind...

Why'd you have to be so mean & cruel,
The dogs are loose i'm on to you
You ball & ...
Chained together from the dawn to dusk,
Can't call it leavin, cause it's just

I never came....
throw me away
throw me away

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Meat Sandwich!!! [01 Feb 2007|02:22pm]
In the name of GWAR, in the name of love
In the name of the blood dripping out of the sun
I call out your God, till before me he stands
But don't send me Jesus, he's only a man
Meat Sandwich!!!
I have come as a feral thing, clutching at your bloated underbelly
Let the agony, of the is to be
Be the shrieks, the warnings of the death screams
Pummeling the wretched, crushing the defiler
Pummeling the wretched-aye!
Slay them all let them come, let them come, let them come
They've come for
Meat Sandwich (crucify)
I have come as a feral thing, snapping at your bloated underbelly
To crucify, shrieks of the crucified
Let the agony, of the is to be
Be the shrieks, the warning of the death screams
Pummeling the wretched (you know who)
Crushing the defiler (you know who you are)
Pummeling the wretched-aye! (you know who)
Slay them all let them come, let them come, let them come
They come for
Meat Sandwich!





Fucking Die Everybody!
throw me away
throw me away

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[15 Nov 2006|05:37pm]
i got a job at H&M at the mall woohoo.
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A GO - GO... [14 Nov 2006|03:49pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | Nike A Go-Go - The Misfits ]

go it's a missile girl in a missile world human tongue feels aluminum-plate it's a missile boy oh oh oh oh oh death machine and man in love oh oh oh oh oh tracking system checks out pulse, all systems go go go go go go rocket-blast fury with a manual sex-drive go go go go go it's a missile girl with a long white face a missile girl, well NIKE is her name you remember it oh oh oh oh oh deadlier than any girl on any world oh oh oh oh oh nike be good nike be everything woman's not a go go go go go nike take my life along with yours a go go go go go it's a missile girl with a long white face it's a missile girl, well nike is the name remember it go go nike take my life along with yours go go go go go there i go and it's over there i go and then it's over there i go and then it's over there i go and then it's over there i go and then it's over there i go and then it's over there i go and then it's over there i go and then it's a go go, a go go there i go and then it's a go go, a go go there i go and then it's a go go, a go go there i go and then it's a go go, a go go there i go and then it's over







I still have a weird obbsession with Glen Danzig.


i saw Cannibal Corpes, Dying Fetus, with others, at jaxx the other day me and rob were fucking so tierd and shit, we sat down the whole time in plain view of the stage it was a good deal. anyways i hope i get the job from the mall, im a natural fuck up so...i dont know...

i ate a pomagranite the other day and thought of Desiree, i hope shes ok, shes been through alot, we all have



Sarah, if you see this, i tried to call you back the other day but the call fell through, sorry.

throw me away
throw me away

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All is full of love, all around you. [03 Nov 2006|03:46pm]
Im ridiculously in-love with Robert Garvin Ross the 4th.


im sooooooo incredibly happy with my life right now,


school is going great, the accounting might not be a


bad idea after all.






"All Is Full Of Love"

you'll be given love
you'll be taken care of
you'll be given love
you have to trust it

maybe not from the sources
you have poured yours
maybe not from the directions
you are staring at

trust your head around
it's all around you
all is full of love
all around you

all is full of love
you just aint receiving
all is full of love
your phone is off the hook
all is full of love
your doors are all shut
all is full of love!

all is full of love
all is full of love
all is full of love
all is full of love
all is full of love
...














Things are looking up.
throw me away
throw me away

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Consider it dead and gone... [30 Oct 2006|03:59pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | Q O T S A ]

"I Never Came"

When you say it's dead & gone
I know you're wrong

Cut & slash, sharpest knife
It won't die

Poison cup, drank it up
It won't die

No fire, no gun, no rope, no stone
It won't die

Why you gotta shove it in my face
As if you put me in my place
Cause I DON'T CARE
If you or me is wrong or right
Ain't gonna spend another night,
In your bed...

Laws of man, are just pretend
They ain't mine

Love so good, love so bad
It won't die

Some talk too long, they know it all
I just smile & move on

Words ain't free, like you & me
I d'ont mind...

Why'd you have to be so mean & cruel,
The dogs are loose i'm on to you
You ball & ...
Chained together from the dawn to dusk,
Can't call it leavin, cause it's just

I never came....

throw me away
throw me away

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i love it[him] too much. [02 Oct 2006|03:04pm]
[ mood | Post-high ]
[ music | "Skin On Skin"- QUEENS OF THE STONE AGE ]

"Skin On Skin"

From the moment you said "why haven't you kissed me yet?"
I knew I'd wipe that paint from your lips
I stare the lids off your eyes, gone down on your dirty mind
& end up between your hips
Handfuls of sweat tangled hair, anytime, anywhere
I wanna lick you too much baby
I just play all alone, whispering for your moan
Forced to crawl down this line, just to touch

I can get in
I can't get out
I'm just sweating my sheets
I hate to see you leave, but I love to watch you go baby
Twisted secret lives, the way you bat your eyes
Givin' head, givin' head, givin' head

Watch you come from above
I'm so needy for love, I'm desperate,
Greedy in slavery
I sneak around from behind
I got a one track mind
We got a skin on skin thing baby
I wanna lick you too much
I hear you comin', ooh, aaaah, baby



i love queens of the stone age, haha it makes me horney

hahanyways i think im going to finally sell out and make a myspace. haha youll know what it is if you want it. anyways life is great right now robs great and so is school i think i might be getting this accouting thing down, who knows.. haha i could your accountent, ' Ross And Asscociats ' or something along those lines haaha


yea right



ill be 20 tommorrow woohoo! i got my period right before my birthday what a bummer. i think im going out to eat tommorrow at Damons with Rob and my Family it should be a good time... it always is.

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STONE TEMPLE PILOTS [26 Sep 2006|11:18am]
"Trippin' On A Hole In A Paper Heart"

Don't cut out my paper heart, I ain't dyin' anyway
Take a look at eye full towers
Never trust them dirty liars
Sippin' lemon yellow booze 'ole' leadbelly sings the blues
All dressed up on wedding day keep on trippin' anyway

I am I am I said I'm not myself, but I'm not dead and I'm not for sale
So keep your bankroll lottery eat your salad day deathbed motorcade

Fake the heat and scratch the itch
Skinned up knees and salty lips
I'll breathe your life vicks vapor life
And when you binge I purge alike
Let go it's harder holding on
One more trip and I'll be gone
So keep your head up
Keep it on, just a whisper I'll be gone
Take a breath and make it big
It's the last you'll ever get
Break your neck with diamond noose
It's the last you'll ever choose

I am I am I said I'm not myself, but I'm not dead and I'm not for sale

Hold me closer, closer let me go let me be just let me be
throw me away
throw me away

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PRIMUS!!! [31 May 2006|01:07pm]
Shake Hands with Beef

There's a time for lies
And a time for truth
I say, eye for an eye
Eye for a tooth

When I roamed young
I'd scavenge around
Every nook and cranny
Of our little town

It's nice, so nice, to be

Pull out the cannon boys
Steal us some wine
Puff Tijuana Smalls
SHAKE HANDS WITH BEEF

She's so fine
She's so sweet
Mom and Pop they raised her
On huge slabs of meat

She's fine

A man of nine
Water derby day
Twenty six pumps
On a Crossman
And it's time to play

It's nice, so nice, to be

Pull out the cannon boys
Steal us some wine
Puff Tijuana Smalls
SHAKE HANDS WITH BEEF
throw me away
throw me away

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Dosed [15 Apr 2006|03:08pm]
I got dosed by you and
Closer than most to you and
What am I supposed to do
Take it away I never had it anyway
Take it away and everything will be okay
In you a star is born and
You cut a perfect form and
Someone forever warm
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
We're upon the Nile where she died
All I ever wanted was your light
Deep inside the cave where I can hide
All I ever wanted was your light
Show love with no remorse and
Climb on to your seahorse and
This ride is right on course
This is the way I wanted it to be with you
This is the way that I knew that it would be with you
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
We're upon the Nile where she died
All I ever wanted was your light
Deep inside the cave where I can hide
All I ever wanted was your light
I got dosed by you and
Closer than most to you and
What am I supposed to do
Take it away I never had it anyway
Take it away and everything will be okay
We're upon the Nile where she died
All I ever wanted was your light
Deep inside the cave where I can hide
All I ever wanted was your light
throw me away
throw me away

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Dont Forget Me [15 Mar 2006|08:51pm]
[ music | Red Hot Cili Peppers ]

I'm an ocean in your bedroom
Make you feel warm
Make you want to re-assume
Now we know it all for sure

I'm a dance hall dirty breakbeat
Make the snow fall
Up from underneath your feet
Not alone, I'll be there
Tell me when you want to go

I'm a meth lab first rehab
Take it all off
And step inside the running cab
There's a love that knows the way

I'm the rainbow in your jail cell
All the memories of
Everything you've ever smelled
Not alone, I'll be there
Tell me when you want to go

Sideways falling
More will be revealed my friend
Don't forget me
I can't hide it
Come again make me excited

I'm an inbred and a pothead
Two legs that you spread
Inside the tool shed
Now we know it all for sure

I could show you
To the free field
Overcome and more
Will always be revealed
Not alone, I'll be there
Tell me when you want to go

Sideways falling
More will be revealed my friend
Don't forget me
I can't hide it
Come again get me excited

I'm the bloodstain
On your shirt sleeve
Coming down and more are coming to believe
Now we know it all for sure

Make the hair stand
Up on your arm
Teach you how to dance
Inside the funny farm
Not alone, I'll be there
Tell me when you want to go

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Look for me here. [19 Dec 2005|07:58pm]
http://www.ljplus.ru/img2/pycaky/Shibuya,-Tokyo,-Japan.jpg
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in your eyes is a place worth remembering. . . [25 Nov 2005|07:40pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Frou frou ]

well, well, well, humm where to begin...

well work sucked ass today bc im a fucking dumbass and didnt put/relize that i didnt have a matt down at my register so i stood on concret all and it sucked.

thanksgiving at robs grandmas was fun. i was a little shy and worried they would all hate me, but they all turned out to be very intresting and not in a bad way you know?
i love that guy [rob] you know, i cant stop thinking about how we met up again and fell completly in love with each other. it was very... perfect. i love him so much, we''ll probebly be married in a year and things will be just as great as now, you know?


christma is coming up and im going to completly spoil him with gifts, iv allready got plenty of ideas. were going to be moving in together soon hopefully.

after the holidays im getting a new position at sams. im going to be working at the front desk and i should have a car and shit by then too..


humm what eles... oh i love my life right now, i have no complaints..



gotta go my babys on his way soon soon soon. . . ! woo!

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Dearest Sarah, [19 Nov 2005|08:47pm]
i know that its been awhile scences weve seen each other, i just want you to know that i still love you and i do think about you alot, your my best friend. im sorry that im so busy lately its not intentional. i miss hanging out with you all the time. i was listening to coldplay and thought of you. i do miss you, dont think i dont.

<3 jess
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[15 Nov 2005|07:21pm]
[ music | The Prodigy - Hot Ride ]

uhhh,...... what-a-day.

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this is so right... [06 Nov 2005|10:49am]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | nine inch nails - just like you imagined ]

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 36%
Stability |||| 20%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual || 10%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||| 23%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 70%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||| 37%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 63%
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trait snapshot:

introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual
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! [05 Nov 2005|06:56am]
nine inch nails was so awsome, it was by far the best experience iv ever had. it was great trent was so hott!
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